The Beginning

I wasn't sure where to begin.... so I'm just going to start.  There actually is no real beginning that I can or cannot remember.  I've always had an inner knowing that life has much more meaning than what is visibly in front of us.  And I was always in search of what it is that wasn't visible... even when I didn't realize I was searching for it.

Journaling was a big part of my life growing up. I always kept a diary, recording my feelings, thoughts and life events that seemed worthy of an entry into my diary.  What I didn't realize is how instrumental writing was for me to put words to my feelings/ thoughts.. it kept me in touch with a part of me that shapes us into who we are and how we perceive the life we are living.  At times I would just write, not always understanding my writings at the time it was written. Then I'd go back and read it and somehow it would make sense at the present time it was being read.  This still happens today, and I've created many ways to perfect my journaling to serve my Soul, expand and emerge into becoming.




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  1. Erick PettersenJanuary 1, 2018 at 7:32 AM

    I love that you used writing in your younger years to "put words to [your] feelings/ thoughts," and I'm so glad you've taken the step to start doing that again.

    Writing is such a great way to reflect on our emotions, so as to understand the world around us in a way our egos ty to hinder us from doing.

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